Everything he wanted

he liked it his way, all positions his choice
time and place..all his
I had to do what he wanted
if I resisted boy was there a meltdown
crybaby hissy fit
I thought he cared
but when self medicating
you brought your misery into my space
intruded your depression in my core
while I only wanted to be treated better
like I know I deserve
It sure does feel good
to no longer have to carefully step around an issue
beg to be left alone
in my own place
use my own computer
without fear of repercussions for you found
a picture of a guy
well sorry, or not, to break it to you
that I have a lot of male friends and
NO MAN TELLS THIS GIRL WHO TO SPEND TIME WITH
TALK TO OR LOVE
what position to lie
bribery for sexual acts
anger in response to sadness
guilt trips and coercion

honey sorry to break it to you
but i said no a lot

what does that say about you?


(c) Jessica Brooke 2010